Suck It Baby

It's nearly 3 a.m. and I am sitting listening to my girls wail in their beds.
I took their soothers away tonight because I am a mean and awful person wishing only the worst for my kids.
Talk about breaking my heart! Oh, they love their soothies. Why am I so mean and whos idea was this?
My husband keeps coming downstairs and saying things like "why is she screaming for a smoothie?" Asshole.
I am thinking that I shouldn't have taken them away right after I switched them over to the big beds. Gawd, I'm actaully screwing them up right now as I type this.
Live coverage of the moment I messed them up for good.

My poor gorgeous beasts. I think they may be drifting off now. Please oh please.